Feel indifferent. And my indifference starts to hurt not only me but others. Couldn’t help when it shrinks. Indifferent to speak, think, and move. Still care enough for pretending…

Feel alone. To look back and see the images get blurred. 10 years ago… 5 years ago and even one year ago. I long diminished the idea of close friends. Distance grows. Then realize it’s me who keeps myself away.

Feel scared. For all of these…