It comes days and nights. Struggle with my own thoughts. The moment I wake up, I start thinking about it. The obsession of trying to understand, to achieve something. It starts with the joy of thinking as well as the frustration of moving back and forth. Until I found it becomes an obsession in my mind. Hard to escape and keep going on while asking when it will be over 😐
Obsession, guess I’m a type of person who can easily fall into it. Spend hours just to configure some Linux stuffs for my computer during exam-time. Spend days to finally figure out what I though was wrong.
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By the way, I’m not mad yet, that’s why I still can write this. Don’t worry 😛
Ps: I’m writing this on Kubuntu Gusty 7.10 with its damn cool Compiz Fusion desktop effect (take days to configure properly, haha)